Revenge

Again...
wind and rain ruin the day. I feel like it's not May at all. It feels like it's fall. When someone needs sun, just like me, they can only draw it on a paper. But what if I can't draw?

And again...
she took black pencil and drew 'night'. Whole paper was black, which took her 2 hours to finish it. She was so glad. Maybe she couldn't draw the sun, but she was a master of drawing the night.

And again...
you killed it. You wanted it to die, to stop beating. So I left with broken heart. Running away from the wreck of my life I'll stop it. I will fade away and I will get revenge. Be aware.

And again...
she heart thoughts out of her head, and her voice inside. Her mind was in coma, her body was paralysed, eyes were staring at the ceiling. Everything stopped. Her life stopped. She was free.

I see...
the darkness and then bright lights. House of the damned welcomes me with dark angels kissing my cheeks. I know the way out, but it's better to stay here and get prepared...

Your face...
is skinned alive, your body burns and you can't even scream. It's over. You can hear my laugh and my words, that you're torn to pieces and I'll treat you the same as you treated my heart.

In everything...
she has done to him, she can't feel relief, she can't see the way out, she's locked in cage of his prayers and her voice inside her head tells her to let him go. He's wreck. He's over. So is she.